And this time i swear the feeling is so strong

Life's pretty okay now.I just hope for the best.
I had a bad cram today. =[
You know whatever happens in our life we'll hold on and stay strong,
Kerana ALLAH tidak akan memberi dugaan yang hambanya tidak mampu lalui.

I dont know why but this feeling is so strong.wherever i go.
I've been holding on all this time and im never gonna let go.
Because your the one who makes a difference in my life and your the one who keeps me going.
I believe. =]

signing off:
SA

I'm not gonna end this friendship.i mean it.
im gonna sort things out..soon..because i cant find myself right now..i have other things happening in my life.
Soon okay.Don't worry, i'll stay strong..
Soon, everything is gonna be fine.i know that..
Enough of stupid fucking tears.seriously..

I aint perfect.Nobody is perfect.people make mistakes, i make mistakes always..
I'll try to sort things out..i will soon..

say what you wanna say, hate me all you want..what i know i still want our friendship so whatever fuck happens, i'll try to sort things out..

signing off:
SA

MYE are over..can enjoy for awhile.okay first i admit i didnt really studied for this mye i dunno why..im just in the mood to have fun..hehs..
many things are happening around me..if i could help, i'll try my best..

but i'll try my very best to be there for you and listen to you. =] stay strong and do to bestie, i know i cant be there for you all the time and i cant promise i'll make you feel better whatever your heart tells you to and do whatever that makes you happy. =]

hmm..just now after geog paper went to sue's house with atiqah,wani and syikin.we watched kuch kuch hota hai..and yes sue broke down..haha..it was fun..tmr maybe west coast-ing.. =D such a wonderful story..yesh life doesnt always have happy endings and in our life, we have to got through alot of obstacles to finaly reach our happiness.. =]

i guess till here thens..will update soon aye, insyallah.

signing off:
SA

GUESS WHAT?
I woke up in the morning and alamak darah up sia..My stepmum walao i tell you keep screaming like mad people mcm siaoooo..grr dunno people sleeping or what issit? basket..Then dad scold me and lecture someemore..wth sia i feel like punching her fcuking face can? =D
Pfft..cannot stay at hm liao lah..go out la i want go out..how to study sia like this at hm.make me go mad only..pfftt....

ahh i feel like screaming..im soooooo fucked uppppp...

bodoh lahh...

grr...k chill sa chill..next year also can mad mad like this okay? =D
hahaha im trying to enjoy life like seriously..
fuck all these things down the drain mannnn...enjoy lifeeeeeeeeee peopleee =DD

signing off:
SA

True eh? Didnt go school today..Wasnt feeling quite well..
Guess what i did the whole day today at home? SLEEP..yea sleep..
Wth..hehs..sleep, pray, read storybook, sleep, hmwks, eat.. -___- woah what a day..
ohh gosh im worried for bestfren im so sad..just stay strong okay?
and oh gosh i havent study physics..later can =]

The pain on my back came again and it hurts i tell you..i have to put loads of tiger balm till damn hot then i can relax but then few mins later the pain will come again.. -___-
I had weird dreams, scary ones..None of it was nice..why??

signing off:
SA

Thanks to chal who keep updating me with quotes..Weekends was errr okay? hehs.. met aunt today then go umah nenek then uncle send me home..havent revise maths yet.. =/ so lazy seh..lucky i've oned all the uniform and cuci socks just now mrng..=]

uhh im so tired but dont feel like sleeping..hehs..lalalal im so bored... expect mum to call today but she didnt..nehminds..

hmmm im rnning out of moneyy ..noooo... -___-
Dad isnt quite feeling well this few days..haish..get well soon daddy..

signing off:
SA

Sometimes you need to get out into the world
and experience things, to finally realise that
you actually belong home..


School was ummm okay? hehs..i got nothing much to talk about actually.. Was so pissed in the mrng when dad vent his anger for my younger bro on me..pfft..STOP bringing up the past when you wanna scold us..the past is the past.I dont like it okay it just uhh whatever..

I wanna have fun..FUNFUNFUN..YAyyyy aunt coming back this fridayyy =DD

signing off:
SA