Monday, June 23, 2008
haish..so long neva online wen im at cck..tyme realli pass damn faxt n nw e holidaes r over n back to skool.n nw im at teban.haish..actualli i dunwanna go back cuz i noe my happiness is at cck nt here..i juz wanna sae out wats true..wats e use of having a one big family n im nt happy at all?? wen can all dis tears stop coming out?..wen can i evridae smile lyk i use to? wen cn i have all e happiness i want? wen can i stop crying? wen can i stop feeling bored? wen can i have a happy famili? wen?? wen can i live lyk others happily? y juz my lyfe juz suxx?? c'mmon im onli goin 15 n im goin through all dis? wats e point of having a full famili? haish..wen can i b a happy gerl? wen can all dis happiness happen to me? wen??im bored n sick of my lyfe..i've no one to turn to. no one to hear out my stories..no one..im juz alone in darkness.im born to b in darkness..no one cn save me..let me b alone lyk dis forever..till i feel lyke giving up n no one gonna c me again n den dat tyme wen evri1 realize datz sum1 missing..i juz wanna sae: tkde cukop org dlm kluarge kite tk mati per asalkan bahagia sudah..
drinking: nothing.
eating: nothing.
mood: Pissed off.
listening:Keep holding on.