heyy..im soososo damn sorie dat so long i neva wrote..hahaz..i cant kept online since i ran away from hm on fridae nite on e las dae of skool..i had damn fiting wif my family until e whole hse is goin to burst..hahaz..well..memories r juz memories..i cant stand to recall all of dat.lfe juz realli suxx man..n till nw i've neva step into dat hse again..pls luhh..i still have my beloved real mum..n she still haven die yet so i cant still live aniwhere i lyk..currently 'tumpang' my umah nenek at cck..nvm..juz 4gt all of it..c i still can live.n if cuz my father is still searching n worrying for me..bt iu have no choice,,i wun wanna c em all.haish..luckily i gt 'hym' to rely on..he loved me n reali love him bck too..onli my bro doesnt agree wif our relationship..haish..juz bcuz he play shirt n have tatooes doesnt meant dat he's bad man.ok i'll admit dat he had gone in n out of e boys hm several tymes bt i noe he's turning over a new leaf..c'mmom dun judge a book by its cover..haish.i neva met him for a week n i reali miss hym so much..luckily we do contact each other..raimi is e name n i do hearts hym loads..

RAIMI: "penantian satu penyiksaan tapi i tetap akan tunggu smpi i pasti yg u bkan btol2 jodoh i."

ME: "bnyk lagy pompuan cantik yg setanding nan u tapi nape u pilih i?i tau u syg i dan i nk ucapkan timekaseh sebab sanggup u nk tunggu smpi abg i restu..i tau u bkan yg dulu.sabar jelah."

haish..mmg btol penantian tuu satu yg menyiksakan..hahaz..lolx.sedih aku..smpi bile tapi dier harus mengharapkan aku??haish..smpi bile ye..i juz wanna sae thnx reali much cuz u've done so much things to plead me..thnx u..i appreaciate it much mi..satu hari kita akan bersatu..