today was so damn boring..okayy..first aftr skool, den go band..kite sedih sehh.. asyek kite je yg kene mrh..its juz not fair sehh..i dunwanna let our section down.. now i promise dat i'll seriously damn2 work hard..i dun care..my father want to scold scold lahh as long as i can play well lyke others..n i juz cant seem to be mad at cupcake..seriously.juz now during band,my heart juz kept asking me to look at hym n my heart says'dun be mad at him.' n i gave up n dis tym i forgive him..i realli cant seem to get mad at hym..i dunno why..goshh...n my maths suxx alrite..i nid a tutor in skul..i dun care hu as long as she wan to teach me im alrite.

i tink dats all..i haven eat my lunch n dinner so went hm so tired den i get fed up n nag here nag there cuz no rice den i cook maggi..haha..im so fucked up sia..
seriously u c in dis hse im e one who did e washing,ironing,folding clothes,cook rice,boil water, wash clothes..n everything is lyk ME ME ME ME..LYK WTF SIOL..
n i dun onli hef to do it for myself but evyone in dis hse..am i part time hsewife or wat? babu? wth sia..its lyk i got to go skul study hard,concentrATE,work hard in band n wen i went hm tired ey gave me all this fucking bullshit..seriously im fed up..ITS ALL CRAP..n i hate being at hm..i've never talk or let out my feelings or my thoughts or about skul or anithing to my parents and ey dun even heck care lahh..i feel lyk im living wif ghosts in dis hse..e one im close to is my brother..i alwaes tok to him n he jokes ard..i tink dis is all fucking shot mann..

i dunno lahh..i wan to do eng hmwk nw..so boring..
im off
INA
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