heyys..this post is quite personal though cuz this is e onli place where i can let out my feelings.
today was a bad bad day..goshh..i didnt believe dat i broke down infront of my frens..i cant take it animore ok..im too stress out n my family r like pressuring me..i need them to let out n share my feelings not for them to make my life difficult rite..WTH..n just now even aftr e mrng assembly i was like about to cry but i held back my tears..im sad,im tired..wtv la ehh..during lessons i didnt even concentrate,thinking bout wad happen yesterday in my house..its irritating n e words dat cam out frm dat damn stepmum of mine is so hurtful ok..gosh..n my studies are definitely going down n down..i cant even cope with damn maths..failed again for e com test..y those ppl can pass y not me..i put my best effort to concentrate in class n study at hm but y im stil a sucker in maths?i feel more happy wif frens ard rather den famili..n just now im sorry jac,bella,farhanah.atiqah.a,atieqah nabilla n liwei to held u back from ur recess bcuz of me.thnx u all.n today in school i broke down more den two tmes..during recess,aftr recess,during chem n aftr skul..im so weak rite i noe..freak weak girl..goshh..
wtv la ehh..n just because ur sis is ard in e hse,it doesnt give you e right to show dat ur brave enuf to show ur attitude..if u not happy can say rite no need show attitude ah..if u continue like dat i will show u my damn attitude..i wil show u where i ut my damn manners wen talking to older ppl..dare me i will..
my whole family r goint to johor tmr..onli left me n abg..so good..they're gonna b far far away..im gonna have my freedom at home..i can go out anytime i like n go hm anitime i wish..cool huh..who cares aniway..i just want to go out wif anione uh..
u noe wad i want? for a person to care for me,be there wen i nid u,support me wenever i feel like giving up n overcome e obstacles wif me.wouldnt it be so wonderful to have someone who loves n care for u n accept u as who u r n not what u did..sungguh indah kan..kalau hanya itu semua akan terjadi..i love all my frens..they r there wen i realli need them..i love u all aitex..thnx for comforting me wen im sad: to bella,jac,fana,liwei,atieqah.n n atiqah.a. n e others ruz n mel n kah leong thnx for giving me e confidence back.=D.i love u all much..true fren..=D
im off..im waiting for anyone to bring me out..i wanna de-stressed n oh gosh,tmr is e re-audition..nvm sa just do ur best..

signing off:
SA