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Saturday, May 2, 2009

i'm really sick and tired of this life..
ape salah aku sebenarnya?
kenapa orng lain boleh hidup bahagia knape aku tak? sometimes i feel like i hated myself bcuz of this situation..
when i have problems, who can i turn to? no one. just nobody. ppl are just busy with their own things. i hate everything. i hate my life. i hate it i hate it so so so much..UURRRGHHHHHH i cant take this animore. wen i talked ppl will just say "alah tu biase per" ye pade korg mmg biase psl korang tak alami nyer sendiri..u werent in my shoes so u dun noe how i feel..it hurts ok it realli do.. korang nyer hidop laen tak cam aku..hidop korang senang..ader mak ader bpk yang sentiase ader kat samping korg. aku? mak ke laen bapak sibuk dgn urusan sendiri adik beradik tkde yg kesah. ape nie sumer? saket hati tau tak..maybe 1 day i should just run away from home to see if anione even cares ah. sumer rely kat aku.aku nie aper? eh aku pon manusia biase tau tak.aku hati hati dan perasaan cam org laen jgak..
dahlah..penat tau airmata..kpale pening..watever gonna happen im gonna just let it be.. im sick and tired. i cant do anything. ='[