Band yesterday was great for some reasons..And now i feel so bored.ppl pls entertain me..haish..if only i got someone to talk to..Just now morning had a wonderful and weird dream.yeah.lols..then woke up continue readin the novel i borrowed, 'Rahsia Hatiku' it was nice.really.i could like imagine i was in her shoes..Then after shower found out i came.WTH? at the wrong time man.tmr is band camp sommore.at first dad was like dun allow me to go den i say band camp important rite.den atlast he say if u wan go can but cannot stay overnight. -.- wtv..and the crams are like killing me.no wonder i woke up my whole body ache like wad..haish..then continued doin the houseworks..angkat kain,lipat kain, masak nasi, kemas the whole rumah and everything. after feel satisfied, lied down n watched tv..no more energy liao.my whole body is seriously so weak ah..i hate crams.hope tmr no crams..haish.
i feel so alone.
so lonely.
i've ever asked myself, do i need someone by my side
and my heart says yes.
i dunnoe why i keep dreaming of him.
Have you ever felt like there's something missing in you?
Have you ever dreamed of being with the one you love forever?
Have you ever wished that all your dreams would come true?
Have you ever felt like you want someone to be by ur side when ur in pain?
I feel lost somehow.
When i go to sleep, i've always wish that i will meet him in my dreams.
Praying everyday that ALLAH will watch him and ensure he's safe and happy always.
Everywhere i go, whatever im watching or reading, your face always filled my mind.
My feelings this time is too strong.
I just hope one day my wishes will come true and from there i'll say 'Alhamdulillah, life always have a happy ending.' and end everyday with a smile, a sweet, sincere smile that comes from the heart.
problems always came to us to say hello and to test our patience but watever it is we have to go through it with open hearted.
And from there i learned that everything happens for a reason,
life aint always fair...