I dream about him again yesterday. Here it goes:

I was siting in this restaurant with who i dunno.
The day was so peaceful and bright.
I was holding one cup of water.
Infront of me, there he was,
Sitting with his mum
I didnt know i could meet him there.
He was busy talking and eating as his mum was beside him.
I kept staring at him for so long wanting him to know how much i love him
Suddenly, he turned and our eyes met.
We were staring into each other eyes for so long. I wish i could stop the time.
And lastly, he gave me that wonderful smile i've wanted to see all this while,
The smile that hides everything.
I was so peaceful at that time....

and i woke up realising i was late for sch as it was alr 7 a.m.. -.-
that dream felt so real and i woke up stunned and keep smiling to myself though i was alr late. LOL.
today was such a boringg day.seriously. last lesson had mr nathan class..we had to choose any card that got s vehicle inside and i chose one which was a fir engine truck and it was red in color. :D then teacher ask y i choose that card and i said because it's red..LOL..and talked2..he adviced alot.i reflect back wat he said was true actually.When we're pissed off or upset, we usually had negative thoughts and we started saying negative words.This will make us more upset. So must have a positive mind. =] i'll try.
uhhh my mind is so occupied with so much things now.i feel so uh i dunno..if only i could pend time with him.takecare of him and just be with him always.wouldnt it be so wonderful?
oh and tmr i tink im going sumwhere aftr school..dunno where to go as long as i can relax my mind.and mon me fana n liwei maybe going to watch harry potter..im figuring out who to bring..

signing off:
SA