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Tuesday, October 6, 2009

i miss mum..she's not okay..she called me yesterday night n her voice was like..... i noe she's crying..mum dun be so sad okay..dad i noe ur sad too...im stuck in the middle..stupid ass..urgh i cant even soothe them..i wanna call mum..she's alone.. dat stupid urgggh forget it...im like falling to pieces alr but i told myself to be strong..i need time ok to stand back on my feets n be strong again..give me time.. urgh i cannot focus..stupid lah..
last msg i sent to him : "jaga diri baik2"
that was after he called me while i was otw to sch n i cried again..
ahhh gosh..i feel like shit..i feel so stupid like a dumbass..damn..

signing off:
SA