Sunday, November 15, 2009
I'M NOT MYSELF AND I DON'T KNOW WHY.
SOMEBODY GET ME OUT OF ALL THESE MESS.PLEASE..
well..today went to chevrons to celebrate shu yun belated birthday..photos all in facebook aye..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHU YUN.. =DDD
damn lah..really..i feel like tooot..everything's like toot..damn it..honestly i'm lost..i dunno what am i feeling seriously..anibody bring me back to reality.. bring me back to myself..haish..im not in the mood for anything..even my dad now says im angin..i keep scolding and screaming at ppl..keep shutting up myself in my room.. im getting further away from my family..i dun feel like going to grandma house wen she's always expecting me to come..oh gosh..wats wrong with me?
im not myself..im pretending to be happy and smiling but im just pretending.. when can this fake things ends?
forgive me i'm trying to find myself now..
i need time just time..
SOMEBODY GET ME OUT OF ALL THESE MESS.PLEASE..
well..today went to chevrons to celebrate shu yun belated birthday..photos all in facebook aye..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHU YUN.. =DDD
damn lah..really..i feel like tooot..everything's like toot..damn it..honestly i'm lost..i dunno what am i feeling seriously..anibody bring me back to reality.. bring me back to myself..haish..im not in the mood for anything..even my dad now says im angin..i keep scolding and screaming at ppl..keep shutting up myself in my room.. im getting further away from my family..i dun feel like going to grandma house wen she's always expecting me to come..oh gosh..wats wrong with me?
im not myself..im pretending to be happy and smiling but im just pretending.. when can this fake things ends?
forgive me i'm trying to find myself now..
i need time just time..
drinking: nothing.
eating: nothing.
mood: Pissed off.
listening:Keep holding on.