I just came back from west coast cc to take the edusave tingy and met joseph..cant believe i'll meet him there..then met his dad too..LOL..yeah we talked about primary schools..and yeah my instincts are right i met some of my pri school fren like firdaus, nafisah, arianti[?] an so on..im so tired..

And oh God when i reached home, i hit my stepmum's vase and it broke..im so fucking dead if she knows..damn it..im so careless..she'll blow up..She'llmake the hell out of me..and my dad wants to take the blame and i said no directly at his face but he insisted on taking the blame..

so fine i made up my mind..dad you can take the blame but if she wants to make the hell out of you just because of that fucking vase, im gonna smash the last pieces of the vase infront of her face..well who cares..damnit im so pissed..i know she'll make this fucking small issue into a big one until there's a damn fucking stupid war in this house..well who cares..i'll stand up for my dad..dammit..urgh..

I cant even contrl my temper..Dad is freaking out when he sees me always moody.. I had nightmares these few days..it really scares me..i'll woke up in the middle of the night shivering like i was having fever but duhh im not..oh God i feel like screaming my lungs out..